[6-Shift]

Cross post from my tumblr:
I wish I knew how to be who I used to be. Honestly in some ways I like “new me” because I give less fucks and enjoy life a little more but at the same time I miss how hard I tried to be the person I wanted to be. I guess instead of trying to become the person I wanted to be, I now just accept myself and try to improve, not become. I am what I am and I’m actually pretty happy about that. People get put off by me sometimes because I’m so truthful but that’s only because I want people to be truthful with me. So is life: even when you’re drifting you’re going somewhere. Sometimes I wonder if I’m heading toward the right somewhere, but then I realize that my life really is under my control. If I want to drop out and become a mechanic, I can. If I want to become a doctor and be able to afford to have other people work on my cars, I can. I don’t plan on being super rich. In fact, I don’t want to be as rich as my mom and stepdad. I just want a nice little house with a boat dock and 3 car garage and a yard. I feel really clear right now and I’m taking advantage of it.
in b4 drifting jokes….