[HKz]

hey man I hear ya, I thought money was important and after my divorce and losing my kid for a few years such thoughts crossed my mind as well. However I refocused my life goals and currently I feel pretty content with life because now I focus on my interests and hobbies like playing the guitar, tennis with friends, video games, car enthusiasm, etc...things I can venture into deeply until I die..my 2 cents is that anyone who focuses on this fake capitalistic system of money is bound to be unhappy EVEN if they become rich AF because guess what it isn't what life is about! If you don't have real life long interests & hobbies, then no matter how much money you have, life will always feel empty and boring! stay strong brother, life is all about finding challenges that you like to get dirty in.. don't fret if it doesn't come naturally, like everything in life it takes time..