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Originally Posted by Ultramaroon
I'll also quote for emphasis. OP, this fits with my previous suggestion that doing for the sake of doing is helpful. Even the exercise of trying different new dumb things is a worthy struggle. It really is combat.
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Thanks guys. Very rarely have I had an urge to socialize. I'm pretty sure social anxiety is playing a huge role. With that said I've been wanting to go to 86 meets/cars and coffee but 1.5 years later and I still haven't been able to get myself to go.
This disease sure does kick you in the ass. Everyone I've talked to about it has said the same thing about just getting up and doing, but maintaining that energy throughout the day seems impossible. Like this morning i got up and did some pretty decent cardio. Had a couple goals after that and because they didn't play out perfectly things just went all the way back down hill and I've been in bed for 5 hours or so now.