Hello to:
@
Spacemane969 and @
UFO.
I would suggest you join a "depression support group".
The closest I've come to "insanity" was being an alcoholic.
Now, I'm still an alcoholic, and always will be, but, I haven't drank or done drugs for over 20 years.
The main thing that has helped me in my recovery from alcoholism is AA.
Yes, AA, a "support group" ....... I suggest you give a support group a try.
humfrz