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Originally Posted by Spacemane969
can't stop thinking about flooring it into a tree with no seat belt.
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I hope I don't come off as discompassionate, but I want to be clear and upfront about this for the OP and anyone else reading.
Above, in bold, is a very clear statement of consideration (persistent, at that) of self harm/suicide.
I do understand living with clinical depression, and I understand it enough to know that a statement like this should be very alarming to anyone reading.
Though I understand living with this condition, I am not a medical professional. I do feel that non-professionals are a key part of living with this condition, but what you have said here indicates, to me, that you need to say this exact statement to your care provider ASAP if you have not already.
I am afraid that not much help may come through the computer screen. Apart from telling you what I've said above, I also recommend reading Post Secret (a website) every Sunday, when the new secrets come up. It helped me a lot years ago, and it is still therapeutic today.