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Originally Posted by Ashikabi
I used to be angry. Now I don't feel much at all. Im not around people enough to get into a fight. I don't socialize so it really limits possible problems
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Alright, I normally try to stay out of conversations when they go down this road, but please; for both your sake and those around you, seek professional help. I don't give a flying rat's ass how much you think you have the world figured out, you don't. No one does. It is one thing to say "I don't really like hanging around people, but I'm happy with my X (video games, car, music, sexbot collection, whatever)," but saying "I don't feel much at all" is a red flag for severe depression so large that even Texas would be envious of its size. I may joke around a lot and take few things seriously, but I'm also someone who deals with a general lack of trust, social anxiety, and depression.
Also, don't see one doctor and give up, and don't think the only thing they'll do is zombify you with a drug cocktail. It's likely you'll think the first few are complete fucktards who don't understand or aren't listening to a single thing you say. That may even be accurate, but sooner or later you'll find one you click with, and it will actually help.