The most important thing your all-right. Cars come and go.
You are good being a bad example (in a good way!). Reminding us not to do something crazy because it might work.
I have been driving for about 2 years. We didn't have a car for me at home but my uncle had his unused CL600 parked with us. No insurance because it was a car from outside the country. I was allowed to drive however.
So for a year I had a fast, large, expensive, and uninsured car. My driving was pinpoint and extra carefull. Which really turned out to be good as I never sped or tried something crazy ever since. Plus with only 1 year experience I am driving in the streets of Jordan - the law-less driving streets, even my father says I drive better than him here