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Rocket.BRZ
you need to understand the laws of attraction and what will make a female attracted to you. Everything you did and said in that letter and in those texts makes you LESS attractive to her. You need to understand why she was with and attracted to those duchebag boyfriends your described. The female mind is a confusing thing, trust me, but you can grow to understand it. Once you understand how female attraction works you will have MUCH more success with women, you may possibly even be able to pull your self out of the friend zone with this "girl of your dreams"
when I say "girl of your dreams" I should also suggest that you just straight up avoid her all together. the moment you start getting infatuated with ONE girl you are only hurting your self and your success with women.
If you are only going to take one piece of advice from this whole thread make sure it is this piece of advice:
READ A BOOK CALLED "The Mystery Method" (The Game is a story, The Mystery Method is the text book) It will change your life. And maybe once you have read it you will send me $10,000 because trust me, once you have read it, you will feel like you owe me everything. People like you who have no clue about women NEED this book and other books like it. With out this book you may never be truly happy.
P.S. a simple thank you will be sufficient, I don't need $$$