I dont know what to do...my cat has had cancer for the past two and a half years..shes gotten really ill these past few months..ive been trying everything I could to keep her healthy.just recently tho her left eye started to get watery and she stopped eating so I took her to the vet (I go every two weeks) and they said she has a slight fever so I had to give her antibiotics on top of her other medicine and she seemed good. Than she stopped eating again.. This time I was certain it was because she could taste the pills in her food so I've been making her swallow them on their own. She has food allergies and part of her nose got a little swollen... So maybe this is why she's not eating too.. She's had this happen in the past.
I was trying a different kind of wet food.. I feel so guilty like I made her worse.. She's gotten so skinny over these past few months.. No matter how many times I feed her and she eats she doesn't gain any weight... She doesn't have any worms or anything like that..
She's been my best friend since I was 8.. I didn't have many friends when I was younger.. I was teased a lot.. Even in hs I only had 1 friend and he would ditch me a lot... She always knew when I was upset or was crying.. She would come over to me to lick my tears away (lol It was funny) and she would always greet me when I got home.. Even now when she can barely stand she still managed to get up to greet me.
I guess what I wasn't sure about was weather I should put her down or not.
I don't want her to die alone... But I'm afraid if I bring her too the vet she'll be scared and instead she'll die afraid.... And than I'll feel like I murdered her..
She's not in pain... When I hold her she purrs and tilts her head back so I can rub under her chin(that's her favorite spot) she's so weak... I don't know
I don't know what to do... She doesn't deserve to die alone wondering where I am