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07-06-2014, 05:29 PM | #15 |
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Lol that is my thing. I'm always researching, always trying to find the next best thing. I do party a little but I'm a career focused guy.
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07-06-2014, 05:34 PM | #16 |
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Just chill out bud. I'm the same age as you so I get where your coming from. I know its probably a crazy time for you right now with the unknowns of the future ahead of you and you want the reassurance that everything will work out. But it really doesn't help overthinking things and worrying about every little thing. Just enjoy yourself and remember that not everything will work out 100% perfect everytime, just make do with what you do have.
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Too much technology removes the human aspect of things. After reading your other posts it seems like you may prefer that. Then again you are only 18 and probably have a raging hormone level OVER 9000!!! *scouter breaks*. If you find any of this offensive then I am correct.
I have two certs in computers, two dogs, two cars, and a wife. Do I think I'm using my life 'effectively' ? No...not yet. Stop trying to find an instrument to measure yourself on. Just be a happy 18yr old with limited responsibility. I swear to whatever the fuck you believe in that you'll miss this time in your life when you start getting up there in age. I don't want to see you turn into another YOLOSWAGDGAFBRO but it seems as if you are 'book' intelligent enough to live a carefree life while not being a total idiot. Rock out with your cock out and let your hair down once in a while. ...but not the cock thing like in a park where kids play. That's bad. |
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07-06-2014, 06:04 PM | #18 |
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For what they put me through during that divorce it still haunts me today. I was forced to move between houses every week till I turned 17. During 8th grade that emotion broke through and every thought of hatred broke out and I threatened and fought many people at school. Through therapy I became my former self. My family has also given me whatever I wanted and I don't want to sound like a spoiled brat but sometimes I think being given all this stuff has caused more harm then good. It has shown me to work hard to succeed in life. Do want and only desire the best. But I feel like I should've worked harder for what they gave me. My first ever relationship was an odd one she only desired sex, the girl that have me my first kiss. But I couldn't give her what she wanted because I wanted more than just sex I wanted true love. My second relationship I traveled 6 hours twice a month to see. I adored her, I tried to help her in anyway possible and spoiled her like I was spoiled. She was the girl that I had a crush on in 6th grade. And finally she dumped me, I thought of killing myself at the time because of emotions that I don't know how to deal with. Later in my life my whole world disappeared as the campground was sold. My whole life was that place. It was almost like dealing with the divorce twice. I think of the past so often because it is what keeps me happy, from going over the edge. I think from being sheltered and choosing to feeling no emotions like my machines has caused me to react the way I do. Because I don't know how to deal with them. Sometimes I wonder if it is better to have no emotions at all. Maybe that is why I strive to build something better than us. |
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Dude I read your whole comment so know that I'm not blowing you off when I say this:
You need to stop. You're putting entirely too much information about yourself on this forum. Someone is going to come along and rip you apart. I will not be that person. My brother is the same age as you...and your problem is you wallow in your own self-pity and enjoy putting this information out on public forums because you want others to feel sorry for you. That may not be at the forefront of your conscience but that's exactly what you're doing. It's (very) human nature. You're reaching out...and I'm not faulting you for it but I am saying it how it is. You are up your own ass with trying to sound eloquent. Stop. For someone who says they prefer 'machines' over humans you are showing us more and more just how human you are. You're 18. Your chemicals are all out of whack and it's like a shitstorm in your mind. The events in your life shape you to an extent but you can choose what to do with them...another reason why you're utterly human. Move forward. Do not live in the past. My language is harsh and that's how I talk. I'm not trying to be offensive. If this is constructive for you then that's awesome...however I would suggest you use the brakes a little when you post in a public forum. Why am I writing this? Normally I would just read this, form my opinions, and close the tab...but I watched a certain famous director's son's videos before the Santa Barbara incident and you are reminding me of him. I hope you are far more intelligent. |
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07-06-2014, 06:45 PM | #21 |
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OK let me break it down...
Its not all about you. Forgive your parents for getting a divorce. Be an 18 year old. Sex-only relationships are ok. You are probably incapable of a mature love anyway. You will only experience that unbridled dangerous LUST. Hence the suicide thoughts. Stop trying to be the dark brooding hero like Dexter. Inside joke @ the other Forums guy... *Can you post some more pictures of your Monte Carlo? If you really want a "real relationship" that has love, you need to grow up. You probably are a really smart guy who probably struggles with lots of day to day activities. And @RiceClassic ; Yeah I think he may have Aspberger's (though they changed it recently) or maybe Autism. One other tidbit of advice. On an internet forum, after each sentence/thought, hit the "Enter Key" twice. Makes your attempt at communication easier to read and understand. |
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Ever think about going to see a psychologist? The hormonal years have a lot of shit swirling around, and it sounds like you've got some other issues that need to be dealt with as well. In the very least, you'll have someone to vent to who won't judge you, but can tell you why you feel the way you do.
I know you're young and are yearning for companionship and maybe are even having a bit of an existential crisis since it's time to move out and up into the world, but things tend to sort themselves out. Stop looking for a meaning to life and let it find you. Find more like-minded people that enjoy the same hobbies you do. Sounds like you may be sort of an introvert, so you're probably going to have to go out of your comfort zone at least to some degree for that. But it'll give you that human connection you want, whether you know it or not. Oh, and then work on FTL travel. That's what we need next. |
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The OP sounds like a great "Objective Statement" for a resume if you're applying to Google. So get on it
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I'll tell you this much. Simply wanting to grow and allowing your actions and decisions to be guided by that pretense is enough for you to achieve it. Quit being cynical and open your mind. You're too young to be jaded. Yes you probably have it hard, but so do many others. Find yourself and then embrace it. Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you. What I gather from your first post is that you don't seem to understand that growth and finding yourself will not occur overnight, or over a year, or even over decades. It is a lifelong journey that you should enjoy.
I'm 19 and I had a very similar mindset when I was your age. I was introverted (still am), very very shy, and close minded. Today, I am a very different person now compared to my 18 year old self and I'm happier than I ever was before, yet I still greatly look forward to what may lie ahead. It'll take a bit of guts at first, but do something ballsy that will require you to change some part about yourself that makes you unhappy. Go to school far away or do different things. Try daydreaming or smoking weed. Just don't ever lose sight of what makes you happy and don't be stupid, but don't overthink things (this will become clear to you later). Last edited by Ocean-Grown 86; 07-06-2014 at 08:49 PM. |
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CJ??? Is this you again?
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Actually I think first you should start off by reading this thread:
http://www.ft86club.com/forums/showthread.php?t=53459 All 600+ pages of it. Then realize how much better off you are than the rest of us sickos. |
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On the other hand start cutting and use it to get that lady to love you out of guilt. Since we pretty much know you're CJ at this point ill go get my popcorn ready.
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